Monday, June 27, 2016

Dear Corbin.

Dear Corbin,

It's been one whole year since I last felt the chill of your cold nose on my cheek or the soft feel of your velvety fur under my fingers. One whole year since I last saw your soul through those deep brown eyes.  You told me your fight was fought and your time here was done. You gave me peace in knowing that decision was right, and any other decision would have gone against my promise to you; that I would never keep you alive for me. You were my life and I wasn't quite sure how I would go on without you.  But, your love gave me something that will be a part of me for the rest of my life. Your purpose here on earth has lived on in the hearts and through the hands of all those you touched.  The world is a brighter place for having had you in it. Your light shines on and only gets brighter as the days pass.

I miss you with every waking moment, more and more every day. I'm thankful to feel your presence with me, and I know I will have you with me always. I needed to find you. You were everything I didn't think I wanted, but fate had other plans. You awakened a part of my soul that I didn't know was there. You brought purpose to my life and lit fire to my passion. Thank you for loving me and letting me love you. My boy.... I miss you.

My heart. My soul. My Corbin.

I love you, Corbee Doo.
Your momma